Tracking
Our Truth; Reconciling Perceptions
by Meredith Young-Sowers, D.Div.
We're always tracking our truth, asking “vision questions” without
realizing that they come from our inner Vision Keeper, who pushes us to
pay attention to where we’re going in life. Our answers to these vision
questions help us understand what we love and where we find meaning in our
lives.
The vision questions we need to answer are
not necessarily the ones we ask when we begin our internal dialogue.
Let’s listen in to an imaginary conversation with Julian, who works in
the kitchen of a large hotel.
Julian asks, “I wonder if I’m going to
earn overtime tonight? What if Joe leaves early? Will I need to clean up
his section, too? Does anyone appreciate me for the work I’m doing here?
Why am I in this job, anyway?”
At first, Julian thinks about mundane
aspects of his work. His intuition lets him consider the nature of his
work and what he can anticipate. Then his perception takes over, and he
finds himself asking a profound question: “Why am I in this job,
anyway?” This is a genuine vision question for Julian.
Let’s assume Julian is paying attention
and is struck by the significance of his question. He would consider
whether his job was meaningful to him. He wouldn’t consider any other
sidetracks, like, “Yes, but it pays the bills.” Or “I have no
college education, so this is as good a job as I can get,” or “The
economy is depressed, so I’d better play it safe and just suck it up.”
When we clutter our minds with all the
reasons we cannot possibly be successful in taking the next step, we foil
our Vision Keeper’s efforts. We either give up, or else willpower takes
over and we try to make our situation work by sheer muscle. We all know
the result of such efforts: disaster, and wasted time and effort.
Our authentic selves fuel our vision
effortlessly. We show up to do our best, with total confidence in the
outcome because we’ve given the outcome to the Creator. I find it useful
to ask myself, “Am I working for God, or am I working for myself?”
Where I feel the reaction inside of me tells me the truth. If I feel it in
my gut as opposed to my heart, I’m probably working for myself.
If Julian were staying true to his vision,
he might conclude that, for him, the only value comes from working with
the other staff members, helping them feel better about themselves.
Realizing this, he might begin to understand that while his job provides a
small slice of what is significant to him, he needs a larger slice of what
he loves. Julian has choices; he can decide to get some training and begin
working with troubled teens. He’d be moving closer to a full-time
experience that would give his life greater meaning.
Vision isn’t guiding us to just another
job. It is guiding us into full-time participation in the experiences that
offer us the greatest meaning. Vision Keeper is at work in everyone’s
life and cares only about spreading love, encouragement, and opportunity
into every open hand and heart. Everyone has a fair shot at finding his or
her vision and turning it into a living presence in their lives.
We might wonder about people who are very
successful financially but seem interested only in making money no matter
how they do it. Are such people being guided by their Vision Keepers?
I’ve learned from experience that we’re wise not to judge such people
because we do not understand the bigger picture of their lives. One thing
we can know is that, as we age, Vision Keeper has a distinct advantage,
because our minds turn naturally to the legacy we will leave our children
and the world.
We all want to leave a positive mark.
Money, power, and position may matter in the short term, but they don’t
count when we are ready to leave the Earth. The vision we lived is all
that will comfort us. Money, power, and position are not necessarily evil
things; the way we use them is what makes them valuable in the world.
Money, power, and position, driven by vision from an authentic heart, can
change the world.
Never underestimate the power of the Vision
Keeper to make use of every one of our passions, turning our self-serving
interests into community-serving ones. Vision Keeper is an
equal-opportunity employer.
(Adapted from: chapter 3, Wisdom Bowls;
Overcoming Fear and Coming Home to your Authentic Self.
Stillpoint Publishing, 2002)
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Meredith Young-Sowers is a spiritual teacher, an intuitive healer,
and the founder/director of the Stillpoint School of Advanced Energy
Healing. She is also the author of 6 popular books, including her latest
one, Wisdom Bowls; Overcoming Fear and Coming Home to Your Authentic
Self. Wisdom Bowls was a finalist for a 2003 Nautilus
Award. Visit our websites for more information about Meredith, the
Stillpoint School, and the time and places where she will be talking and
teaching: www.meredithyoung-sowers.com
and www.wisdombowls.com.
Or, call Stillpoint, at 1-800-847-4014, and ask for information.