In the midst of this awesome grace I wondered if I was the only one crying at full lung capacity in response to the event that just occurred. The Blessed Virgin Mary had just come to this hill to visit Ivan, one of the visionaries who sees her in daily apparitions in this little village, Medjugorje. Although I saw nothing during tonight's occurrence, Mary obviously left a blessing for these pilgrims on the hill. Mine came as a profound feeling of divine grace.

The miracles of Medjugorje are not new, but span 16 years from the time six children first saw an apparition of the Blessed Mother on a rocky hillside in what was then communist Yugoslavia. Many books and videos on Medjugorje exist today, detailing miraculous events and personal testimonies! But when you make the trip yourself you become part of the persistent, prayerful devotion that emanates from this village. Pilgrims overflow St. James Church, spilling to the bleachers outside. At the statues of the Blessed Virgin, the faithful kneel and openly pray the Rosary. Young and old alike trek the rocky, narrow path on Mt. Podbrdo, also known as Apparition Hill. Candles lit with urgency and hope burn constantly at a simple wooden cross overlooking the valley.

I felt strongly called to go to Medjugorje for reasons that are still becoming clear to me. In the Protestant faith in which I was raised, the church pretty much ignores Mary. But a few years ago I became curious about Mary, and wanted a deeper understanding of this woman called Mother of God. After reading some books on Mary and practicing the Rosary, my connection with her grew over time.

Marion apparitions have occurred throughout the world in places like Fatima, Portugal; Lourdes, France; Guadeloupe, Mexico and others. Medjugorje, however, has the longest running, with some 10,000 apparitions occurring over the last 16 years.

The apparitions happen every day, but Mary also dictates a "message for the world" each month through the visionary Marija, who now lives in Italy. The message is always brief, simple and consistent. The Blessed Mother asks that we pray for peace in our hearts, in our families, in our communities and in the world. A bit ironic, perhaps, given that Medjugorje is located in Bosnia-Herzegovina, where there is still some unrest on the heels of a horrific five-year war. But it's now apparent that the timing of Mary's call for peace at that location was no coincidence.

During the third apparition on Mt. Podbrdo, Mary spoke to the children for the first time, saying, "I am the Blessed Virgin Mary and I have come to ask you to pray to God for peace." Exactly ten years later, to the day, the first bomb dropped in Sarajevo, a short distance from Medjugorje. Mary's simple message to pray for peace and return to God is consistent and repetitive for good reason. This world does not have peace. And yes, like the songs and the bumper stickers say, peace begins in our own hearts.

In her monthly messages, the Blessed Virgin says she needs our prayers, that our prayers can help stop wars. One could wonder, why would a divine being of such magnitude need anything from us in order to start or stop anything? She is, after all, the Queen of Peace. Well, we have free will. If we want to stop wars, we need to create that intention. Through our prayers, we build a creative force which Mary uses for peace. Medjugorje, like a spiritual oasis, remained untouched throughout the war. Did the prayers from this village lessen the war's impact? I think so. There are stories of bombs going off in mid-air, others that reached Medjugorje's soil but did not explode.

But it was not thoughts of world peace that brought me to Medjugorje. I set out on this pilgrimage to deepen my connection to God, Christ and Mary, and (I confess) to witness a miracle or two.

The "miracle of the sun" is perhaps the most well, known of the many miracles that happen in Medjugorje. Pilgrims are able to look directly at the sun without harm to their eyes. The sun dances or pulsates or spins and spurts forth bright colors. The last night of my 12-day journey in Medjugorje, just when I came to accept I would not see this miracle, the sun offered its gift.

Following dinner, I went outside and looked up at the sun. In a couple of seconds an opaque disk nearly covered the sun, making it possible to look right at it. The part of the sun showing behind the disk appeared spinning. Then the yellow glow of the sun transformed into dozens of three-dimensional rays, full of colors — pink, orange, green, purple — spreading for miles. I stood in awe of this divine radiance while a huge, red aura spilled like slow-motion water color beneath the sun all the way to the earth. Like the night on Apparition Hill when grace overcame me, I wept. The same feelings flooded my entire being — profound humility, gratitude, love, and bliss. In the ecstasy of those moments I knew I had received a very special honor as witness to this miracle.

With honor comes responsibility, so I make it an ongoing practice now to pray for peace in my heart, in my family, my community, my workplace and in the world. I send my prayers to the Queen of Peace, knowing somehow, she will use them. Here at home I look at the sun around sunset and with quiet reverence I watch the disk and red glow appear. I don't know how the miracle of the sun happens, or why. I don't know how the miracle follows pilgrims home. But I have deeper respect for the Mystery, and more commitment to pray that love and goodness spread from the hearts of all people throughout the world. Peace, peace, peace. Let it be so. Amen.

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Judy Christine Copp is a program manager in corporate communications at a Cambridge company.  She lives on the North Shore and teaches Kriya meditation in Salem, MA. Phone: (781)639-1236

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